SHE ASK,and ALLAH had the answers:
Who am I ?(as-Sajada:7~9)
-He Who has made everything which He has created most good: He began the creation of man with (nothing more than) clay, (32:7)
-And made his progeny from a quintessence of the nature of a fluid despised (32:8)
-But He fashioned him in due proportion, and breathed into him something of His spirit. And He gave you (the faculties of) hearing and sight and feeling (and understanding): little thanks do ye give! (32:9)
Why god create me?
-to become a caliph in this world (not just means being a muslim ruler but someone who can guide others doing goods and leave bads)
Behold, thy Lord said to the angels: "I will create a vicegerent on earth." They said: "Wilt Thou place therein one who will make mischief therein and shed blood?- whilst we do celebrate Thy praises and glorify Thy holy (name)?" He said: "I know what ye know not." (2:30)
-to serve Allah by doing ibadah
I have only created Jinns and men, that they may serve Me. (51:56)
Who's the real God?
-And your GOD is One Allah: There is no god but He, Most Gracious, Most Merciful (2:163)
-Behold! in the creation of the heavens and the earth; in the alternation of the night and the day; in the sailing of the ships through the ocean for the profit of mankind; in the rain which Allah Sends down from the skies, and the life which He gives therewith to an earth that is dead; in the beasts of all kinds that He scatters through the earth; in the change of the winds, and the clouds which they Trail like their slaves between the sky and the earth;- (Here) indeed are Signs for a people that are wise. (2:164)
-Yet there are men who take (for worship) others besides Allah, as equal (with Allah): They love them as they should love Allah. But those of Faith are overflowing in their love for Allah. If only the unrighteous could see, behold, they would see the penalty: that to Allah belongs all power, and Allah will strongly enforce the penalty. (2:165)
Can we see Him?
-Allah cannot be limited to sight and is unseen and cannot be sensed in this world. Moreover, on the impermissibility of seeing the Essence of Allah, Quran states:
[6:103] Visions can not reach Him while He reaches to all visions; and He is the Knower of subtleties, the Aware.
And also when the bani Israeel (The Children of Prophet Israeel (Jacob)) asked Moses to show them their Lord they were given a negative reply:
[7.143] And when Musa came at Our appointed time and his Lord spoke to him, he said: My Lord! show me (Thyself), so that I may look upon Thee. He said: You cannot see Me but look at the mountain, if it remains firm in its place, then will you see Me; but when his Lord manifested His glory to the mountain He made it crumble and Musa fell down in a swoon; then when he recovered, he said: Glory be to Thee, I turn to Thee, and I am the first of the believers.
Can we talk to Him ?
-yes,we can talk to Him anytime,anywhere..He hears us and never leave us.Maybe some of us are or still leaving Islam,but remember Islam will never leave you..
PRAY or sit in solitude and contemplate that I am infront of Allah. Tell Him everything that is on your mind and bothering you. Your past mistakes, the present difficulties and future apprehensions . Tell Him in detail and ask for guidance and help.
InshaAllah, in addition, to relieving your anxiety it will lead to the creation of a bond between you and your Lord, Allah.
-If My servants ask you about Me, I am near. I answer the call of the caller when he calls on Me.They should therefore respond to Me and believe in Me so that hopefully they will be rightly guided.
(Surat al-Baqara: 186)
or maybe God is like human? can talk a lot.. play and making joke?
-Allah describes to us what we humans should believe about Him in one of the shortest and most beautiful Surahs of the Koran - Al Ikhlas (The Sincerity).
[112.1] Say: He, Allah, is One.
[112.2] Allah is He on Whom all depend.
[112.3] He begets not, nor is He begotten.
[112.4] And none is like Him.
-And the nature of Allah is related in a famous verse from Surah Al-Baqara (chapter of the Cow).
[2.255] God! There is no God but He, the (Ever) Living, the self-subsistent. Slumber seizeth Him not nor sleep; His is whatever is in the heavens and whatsoever is in the earth; Who is he that can intercede with Him but by His permission; He knoweth what is before them and what is behind them, while they cannot comprehend anything out of His Knowledge save that which He willeth, His Throne 10 extendeth over the heavens and the earth, and the preservation of them both tireth Him not, And He is the Most High, the Most Great.
thats my answers for now,and u can find more if u read and search the Qoran.See,a computer or an electric gadget still need its creator or a manual to fix it when it broke,so do the human. When our heart feel empty and need someone to rely on,why we with arrogance turning back from our creator and refuse to read our manual (Qoran)..